Alice on treadmill

Childhood has its way of pouncing on you whenever you think that you have smugly settled into your predictable adulthood. And its not always pretty, like I realised yesterday.

My job’s going great, I have a great set of friends who I go drinking and dancing with, and I’ve got tons on my plate, just the way I like. Suddenly though, I slumped back at my chair and felt like a headless-skinless chicken…almost numb.

I felt like a little girl lost in some stranger’s life. A stranger who works a lot, cusses alot, plans alot, yells alot. Most of my friends from college have gone ahead with MBA. There lives are still the same. I turn up my nose at them and convince myself that these kids need to come to terms with reality. But yesterday, I wanted to be one of them.

I might be getting fed up of running so fast that I stay at the same spot. Alice had the option of waking from the nightmare. I might have to jump off the treadmill and sip some water.

 

P.S. Thanks Kripa for singing to me:-)

14 comments so far

  1. literarywhore on

    wtf? wtf? and you say something like my blogs should be called arbit… like what :D

    Achaa now serious note… what made u feel that way???

  2. Shruti Nautiyal on

    Hey, go through my recent post! I’ve linked your blog.

  3. RJ on

    Blog hopping and landed here! Nice space you got here!

    I could related to this post of yours! If I feel so the same way but then I pick up a bottle from my fridge its got Corona written on it! I add a lemon, some salt dressing & I am on my own then.

    MBA..ehmm? me too :(

  4. Nikhil on

    Walking forward without moving ahead? I know what you mean! Those kids who have gone ahead with their MBA were probably right to do so… Hope you get your plans in order… :)

  5. Bina on

    @literarywhore

    Yeah…your blog’s arbit..accept it already!

    @Shruti

    Hey thanks! Will have a look right away!!

    @RJ

    No man…no MBA for me right now..only my friends:-) Yeah, corona counds like a good idea but I’d go for a KF draft anytime!

    @Nikhil

    My plans are in order!!! And you know it…Hippie at 25:-)

  6. RJ on

    @Bina – KF draft or draught? :P

  7. Nikhil on

    @RJ
    Does is matter!?? When you order, both sound the same!! Draft, Drought, who cares as long as its cold!? :P

  8. RJ on

    @Nik – I agree, beer is life is beer! :) Do I sound intoxicated? :P

  9. Gary on

    ummm… Do I get a beer too??? Oh well, heading to Morrison… (burrrrp)… and my blog is not arbit!!!(folds hands and stamps feet)

  10. Bina on

    @RJ

    Draught!…typo…psycho..my apologies!

    @Nikhil

    Totally agree mate!!cold….cold!!!

    @Gary

    I miss Morrison:-(…and yeah, your blog is arbit!!!…just read it!!

  11. Niveditha on

    Hey Bina,
    U stole the feelings outta my head with this entry. But don’t worry, when you see them struggling with exams and pocket money, u’ll be smirking till the next bout of sadness comes your way :) .

  12. Bina on

    @Niveditha

    That I totally do:-) and thank god for that!

  13. RJ on

    @Bina – Where ya felli? No new posts?

  14. Bina on

    @RJ

    Been tied up with work man..will post up real soon:-)


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